This letter is the last letter Shmoop will write to Natsuo before he leaves for college. He tells him that the school found out about their relationship, and he apologizes for keeping it a secret. He hopes that he will be accepted into a new school without a hitch. He also tells him to forget about him as quickly as possible, and to make his dreams of becoming a writer come true. He says that they were together for three months, and that he couldn't be happier. He adds that he heard bits of fumi's voice, but that his lips are sealed. He wonders where his sister is, and wonders if he has heard anything from her. He finds him in his apartment, and thinks that he is in love with his sister. He feels that he has to pull himself together, but he can't.