Asahina and yamato return to the house, s/he tells shashiba that he is tired of the retreat and apologizes for keeping the affair a secret. He promises to get her father to forgive him. . He says that he has no choice but to take the chance that his father will beat him up if he does not stop. He tells himself that he will not give up, and he promises to come back to row. He asks if it is okay for him to come out of the house like this, and if his father is going to be angry at him for coming out like this. He explains that he left the house without telling him, and that if he found out, he'd get angry. But . he doesn't think his father noticed, so they are going off their own again.