When the Governess asks why she is so shy, she says that she doesn't like being dirty. She tells him that she used to be more comfortable with him after a shower, but now she feels bad when she has to eat. He tells her that he used to wait for her to give him a kiss, but that now they've exchanged positions. He says that he's just feeding her her porridge to make her feel touched, and that he can't give her any other feelings. He asks her why she jumped off with him, and she says she didn't really want to die, but she also didn1t want him to hurt her again. She says she wants to sleep, and when she wakes up, she doesn1t know why she's there.