In this short scene, the protagonist expresses his despair over his inability to rise above his physical limitations. He feels that he has been made weak by his parents, by society, and by himself. He wishes that he could be like the protagonist's sister, who is also weak. He wants to be like her so that he will not have to suffer the pain of others. He also wishes to be strong so that when he dies, he will be able to redeem himself.
In this short scene, the protagonist expresses his despair over his inability to rise above his physical limitations. He feels that he has been made weak by his parents, by society, and by himself. He wishes that he could be like the protagonist's sister, who is also weak. He wants to be like her so that he will not have to suffer the pain of others. He also wishes to be strong so that when he dies, he will be able to redeem himself.