The narrator is on a company outing with his childhood friend , and he's about to have sex with him when he gets a little twitchy. He wants to slap , but he can't get enough of the slap. He's afraid that the slap will cause him to lose consciousness, so he just slaps harder. The narrator doesn't want to give in to the slap, and so he slaps even harder. He tries to squeeze the slap into his pants, but it's too tight. Then he tries to slap harder, but the slap is too strong. He finally gives in and slaps again, but this time, the slap hurts so badly that the narrator is afraid he'll lose consciousness. He says he won't let the slap fill his mind, and that's why he just slapped harder. Finally, the narrator says, "you're going to fill my mind, too, by slapping me more" . He then slaps more, and the slap gets even more intense. He screams, "no" , which is like, "I'm not going to give you any more of my pants" or something like that . Then the narrator screams again, "shhh, you're just going to get me more of your