"I'm fucked" , says the narrator, who has just learned that he's been "fucked" by his childhood friend, kawasaki. He's glad to hear this, because he'd always regretted his decision to choose a girl over his friend . The narrator is all, "I like you, after all, I'm glad you said that . . I couldn't remember you either" . He goes on to say that he can finally be "pup one" with his friend, and that she's "so happy" because she can finally have sex with someone she loves. She's so happy, in fact, that she cries herself to sleep. She says she'll have sex if she feels any better than she does now that she has sex with her childhood friend.