"I'm fucked" , says the narrator. He's been having sex with his childhood friend, and he's not sure what's going on. He thinks it's because he likes the guy, but he doesn't know what to do about it. The narrator tells us that the guy's name is "Ayase" and that he used to be a member of the same gang as the narrator's childhood friend , "Dominio's son" . Now, he says, "he's slow, dazed always relaxed, but you can find something that i amazing." The narrator is glad that he was there with him.