"I'm fucked" , the narrator says to himself. He's been having sex with his childhood friend, who's even worse than the guy he used to be with. He wants to know why he can't just have sex with him now. He tells himself that he's going to have to go back to his old friend's house and slap him in the face. He slaps him and then slaps his face again. The narrator is so disgusted with his friend that he doesn't even want to go out with him anymore.