"I'm fucked" is the first line of this chapter, which opens with the narrator's declaration that he's been "fucked" by his childhood friend, who has just returned from a "love hotel" in Japan. He's about to apologize to his friend for being so "naked" in front of him, but the hotel's "sweet scent" makes him want to "smear" his nipples. Oh, and by the way, the hotel is "more mature than us" , which means that they're less mature than you and I. The narrator then goes on to describe how he feels about his friend's presence in the hotel, and how he'd like to "embarrasse" him by having sex with him. The hotel, he says, is "that kind of establish /ment / right yeah . . that's the kind of thing you should do when you're in love" .