"I'm fucked" is the first line of this chapter's opening. It's the first time we've heard this line before, so we're not sure what to make of it. It goes something like this: "You're wrong, you're a liar, you ignored our feelings, and did something that terrible . . when I took your virginity, and forced you, to have sex" . Um, that's a little harsh, isn't it? We're guessing it's something like, "You didn't hate hate it, you just ignored it" , or "You slapped no slap, no slap no aa, ah, pant ah cum , get pregnant, ichigo, tremble pant, pant no slap / throb slap, pant throb, volt throb / pant twitch / twitch pant pant pant /kana de ! !" . Uh-oh, we'll get to that in a minute. The narrator then goes on to say that he's "squished" by his childhood friend, and that he feels "do a little best" at work after her "comforted" him. He's sad, he says, that "the person you