"I'm fucked" is the title of this chapter's soliloquy. It's about a girl who's been having sex with her childhood friend. She's a good friend, but she's also a terrible sex partner. The girl has sex with the girl's dick, and it's so hard that she wants to make sure that the girl feels good about it. She wants the girl to feel good about herself, too, so she wants her to feel better about herself too. She tells the girl that there are a lot of older women who've flirted with her, but the girl with the dick is "the most skillful one" . But, she says, she did her best to gain experience so she wouldn't disappoint the girl, but it wasn't as good as she'd hoped it would be. So she'll take