The narrator is having sex with his childhood friend, a man named "yukemotsu" . He's worried about how he's going to be perceived by the other guy if he continues to have sex with him. He wants to make sure that the guy who's having sex is as sexy as he can be. The narrator tries to get the guy to give him a kiss, but the guy won't. He tries to squeeze the guy's pants, but he can't get enough of it. Finally, the guy gives in and says he'll give it to the narrator. The guy is all, "I'm so glad you're giving it to me" , and the narrator says, "You're so good, I feel so good!" .