While organizing old things, this is a diary from when he was in first grade. It's September 5, when the narrator finds a toy car that he won at a game of ring-to-ss. On October 4, when clear skies are clear, the narrator catches a bug. On February 15, when he eats dinner, two teeth fall out. On March 8, when no one finds him, he plays hide and seek with everyone. He asks his future self how old he is, what he's doing, and what his future will be like. He wants to know if his favorite band disbanded and if he'll be handsome and smart in the future. He also asks if he has learned how to use a stone with his mind. He says he hasn't. He's wearing a wig because his band disbanded before he could save enough money to go see them. He wonders if he wasted his time and energy on things that didn't matter in the long run. He decides to write a letter and ask about his test results next week. The narrator says that he is now 16 years old and in high school, and that his useless self will be lonely for a while, but that he will gain some friends in the process. He tells the narrator that although he doesn't yet have a handsome man, he will do his best to live as happily as he did today.
While organizing old things, this is a diary from when he was in first grade. It's September 5, when the narrator finds a toy car that he won at a game of ring-to-ss. On October 4, when clear skies are clear, the narrator catches a bug. On February 15, when he eats dinner, two teeth fall out. On March 8, when no one finds him, he plays hide and seek with everyone. He asks his future self how old he is, what he's doing, and what his future will be like. He wants to know if his favorite band disbanded and if he'll be handsome and smart in the future. He also asks if he has learned how to use a stone with his mind. He says he hasn't. He's wearing a wig because his band disbanded before he could save enough money to go see them. He wonders if he wasted his time and energy on things that didn't matter in the long run. He decides to write a letter and ask about his test results next week. The narrator says that he is now 16 years old and in high school, and that his useless self will be lonely for a while, but that he will gain some friends in the process. He tells the narrator that although he doesn't yet have a handsome man, he will do his best to live as happily as he did today.