The narrator wishes he could keep getting more and more excited about the prospect of meeting Otomo someday. He tells us that Suzuka and Enami have both broken up with him, and he's worried that they'll get into a fight when they meet again. He's also worried that his classmates are getting too excited about him, because they haven't seen his girlfriend yet. The narrator is also worried about getting older, because he thinks he'll be able to go with Oto in two days. He wishes that he could go to the shrine and have sex with her, but he can't because he has a crush on her. He also worries that she'll reject him when he tries to come out of his hiding place. He doesn't want to get hurt, though, because his big forehead bugs him.