It's been a while since Emma has used her magic, and she's worried that it's not working anymore. She's also worried about iliana, who's still alive, and about the other girls who drank the potion. She wonders why they're fighting, and wonders if the bullet will kill them all. She also wonders if she'll be the next one to be killed by the monster. She feels like she stepped on a monster, and her reaction time is so much faster. Maybe she got infected with something, and now she can't do anything with her magic? She wonders if maybe she will become a monster one day, or if she will just get sick and die. She worries that she might get sick again, and then she worries about how she will be able to stop the monster from killing her. She doesn't know how to deal with a sniper, so she needs to figure out a way to stop him from killing everyone. She wants to know if anyone who uses magic feels the way she does, and if they feel this way because they've been using their magic in a dangerous way. She says that she made a vow not to use her magic on anyone else, and that she'd never use it on another girl. She asks if anyone else is