In this chapter, we get a brief glimpse of what it's like to be a "Magical Girl" . We learn that she's already had a bad experience with the drug Lavigne, and that she doesn't have a chance to get better. She's going to take a look at what's wrong, and curses everyone who's been helping her. She curses herself, the world, and herself, too, and says that if she had known from the beginning that things would turn out the way they are, she would have never been born. She also curses the people around her, saying that they're "blue and gross" , and she wants them to leave her alone. She says she'll no longer be a part of the group, since they've taken her for granted. She wonders why Sirius would want to protect such a dull and boring world, especially since he's the only one who can use multiple kinds of magic. He's also wondering why he was so adamant in protecting such a boring and dull place. He wonders if she'd be able to pass on her magic to him, and he says that's why she was able to fight him so well, because she was so focused on protecting him. Now, he says, his hair has grown back, so he'll look good in the mirror, whether it be the people who've become monsters or the plans of the gate or world peace. He also says that he has zero interest in anyone or anything, because he wants to make himself happy. He says that