Mr. Lorry is badly hurt, and everything is his fault. He says that his healing power does not work anymore, and that he realizes that it was he who caused the injury. He admits that he would choose between the two of them if he had to. He asks if it would be wrong of him to drag the man into the life he lives when he shines brightly among humans. He is sorry that he became sick, but he says that he has the right to blame himself for everything. He rubs his neck, and it feels hot, and he yells at himself for doing so. He tells himself that he only helped because he was in such pain, and the pain looked like he was enjoying it.