Surprised, the narrator decides not to have sex with Sebastian. He's not sure if he's going to masturbate or not, but he doesn't want to make a big deal out of it. He tells his friend to go home first, and then he'll talk to Sebastian alone. The narrator wonders if Sebastian is aware that he isn't wearing pants, and if he is aware of the fact that Sebastian is not wearing a shirt. He also wonders why he can't control himself when he looks at Sebastian's face. He wonders if it's normal for Sebastian to stare at his reflection in the mirror every day, and that someday, he will look at him in the same way. He searches for a way to stop thinking like this, and finally he decides to stop worrying about sex.