The narrator tells us that he's trying to keep his love for rashid from getting out of hand. He's also trying to make sure that he doesn't fall in love with anyone else. He says that he and rashid haven't seen each other for ten years, and that it would be better if they just forgot about each other. The narrator says that even though they've been apart for so long, they're still in love. He wants to be touched by rashid, even if it's just a little bit, because he loves him so much. He asks if she'll help him out, and she says that she's never seen him before, so it'd be better for her to forget about him. He tells her that he hasn't even been able to sleep with her, even when he was in Japan, because she always reminds him of her love for subaru. She says that rashid has gotten so hard that they can't sleep with each other anymore, and so they have to rub each other's nipples to get rid of the bad odor. She also says she wants to rub his panty, too,