The narrator explains that he arranged for the invitation to the party sent to Hadal by Amane. He also figured out that Hadal's partner was also a man named bin hadal, but he couldn't find a way to contact him directly. He's been searching for Hadal ever since that night they ran away together, and he's still in love with him. He asks why he hasn't become his mate with Hadal, and the narrator points out that it's because he can't sense his own pheromones, which means that he doesn't love Hadal at all. The narrator says that if he sees Hadal smiling the same way that he used to, his feelings of love will return to him.
The narrator explains that he arranged for the invitation to the party sent to Hadal by Amane. He also figured out that Hadal's partner was also a man named bin hadal, but he couldn't find a way to contact him directly. He's been searching for Hadal ever since that night they ran away together, and he's still in love with him. He asks why he hasn't become his mate with Hadal, and the narrator points out that it's because he can't sense his own pheromones, which means that he doesn't love Hadal at all. The narrator says that if he sees Hadal smiling the same way that he used to, his feelings of love will return to him.