The narrator hates sex on their first day of living together. He doesnt believe his childhood friend made him "cum tonk" . He asks when he will be back home to ask him about his practice. The narrator tells herself that she should have stayed away from the gam during which she was supposed to rough her up. She tells herself to stay away during dinner, but she tells herself not to be shy. She asks if she is going to watch Tatsumas practice, and the narrator tells her that she is not going to. He tells himself that it is his fault that he didnt pay attention to the practice. He says that he is sure it will heal if she makes him feel better