The narrator hates sex on their first day of living together. He swears that his childhood friend made him "cum ah" . He curses her for making him "suck" and "swallow" , and he curses his friend for being "against it ! . . leave . We can just glance ! you know you cannot leave like that !" . The narrator swears he's not going to stop. He's going to keep going, he swears, even if it's just a little bit. He doesn't know what to do. He says he'll go with her to the library, but he can't because they're practicing their "match." He asks if she's worried about him staring at her, and she says she is. He asks her if she wants to go to the club, where she'd like to see how her friend is doing there. She says she'll be fine, but she wants him to know why he ran away from her the other day. He tells her that he invited her to a date, and when she grabbed his hand, he was sure that she was down for more. He guesses that she likes someone else.