The monk tells cheng yang that he is giving up singing. He says that he has been living at the temple since he was a child. When he was happy, the people would take care of him, but when he was upset, they would be there to help him. He doesn't want them to think that he's giving up. He's angry that he can't do what he likes now. The monk says that his brother told him that he would humiliate the temple if he did it like this. He also says that the abbot said that he could be a buddhist-singer, combining Sutras with music. This means that the monk can do whatever he wants with his life. He just needs to do it the way he thinks it's right