The narrator tells us that he's always been the best kid in the class, and that's just because he is a girl. He says that he doesn't care what other people think of him, because he just keeps working hard to prove that he is the best. He's named "Tang zhong" , and he has a crush on a girl named "Jiang xin" . He thinks that she's too strong for a boy like him, but that she can't compare to anyone else because she'll grow up and she won't be as good as a boy. The narrator says that his crush is a "shadow standing in front" of him. He feels like his crush isn't leaving him any time soon, but then he thinks about how old he is and how he'll never be able to catch up to him. So the narrator goes for a walk to relax and think about his crush. He notices that the butterfly on the screen is named "tang xin," and he wonders if it's really a girl like her. He also notices that "su shan" is there, too, and wonders if there's something between the two of them. He wonders if they're in love, and then he remembers that "huaming's" show is about to start. He remembers that qiu-yi han came onstage to confess that she was in love with him, and now he thinks that this is the reason why she and tangzhong are in love. But then he sees her crying on stage, and it makes him feel sad. He wants to ask his grandfather why he left school so quickly, but his grandfather says that it was just that he asked him to come for dinner.