I'll Never Stand Up Again ! Why Do I Have To Be The One That Goes Through All of This? . . I used to Be The Fastest Running , You Know ! . And I Couldn't Even Close The Damn Window By Myself ! I Just Want To Leave This Damning World Every Morning I Wake Up ! Big sis, I can't, I really can'T, I just want to Leave this damn world every morning I wake up, that's all I want to do. I also feel like the god is unfair to them, especially to them and their dad, but I don't know what the point of it is. Is blaming the drunk driver for the red light a good idea? Is it better to be alive or to die? I swear to our dad's grave that I'm going to take good care of you. I can be your Hero Baby ! God is a G a Let's Go !