In this chapter, we learn that xin and da wang will still be together in the future, but that they're not actually a couple in the real world. They're just friends. Aww, that's kind of a bummer. But xin insists that they still be friends in the next world, so they'll be together forever. So xin wants to kill himself, but wang says he's going to die with xin. He wants to give all the money he earned as an uploader to xin's account, so xin can't just disappear with a "bad name" . But he wants to be happy, so he wants xin to stop making him want to do things he doesn't want , like dance with him, and so on. So he asks xin if he still likes dancing, and xin says no, because he'd rather be playing basketball with him instead . And then xin asks if wang still likes to dance, and he says no , so we'll have to wait until the end of the chapter to find out. But first, wang wants to know what's up with all the "abusive words" on the message board . He's 14 years old, and his parents only allowed him to have a "buzz cut" to make sure he wasn't "abnormal" , which is basically a gender identity disorder. Worried that his mom will die with him if he lets others know that he is a boy, he decides to wear girls' clothes. He feels more confident when he wears girls clothes, because his dad used to beat him when he got drunk. Confused,