In this short exchange, Bai Dong loses the chance to join the conversation. He is no longer considered the "no.1" and the "favorite 216 program" of the program. He replies that he is fed up with the "loser" and that he would better "disappearance" . He tells us that he and his mother are going to school together and that his mother always talks highly of him. He says that he does not want to see his blood "splendid everywhere" because he is miserable and he wants people to be sorry for him even after he has done something wrong. He also says that it is his mother who wants him to be the first person in the world and not him who wants to prove himself to her