The scene opens with the narrator's wet-penetration into the nipples of a young woman. The narrator complains that she has been having an affair with another man and that she is unhappy with her life. She laments the fact that she does not have a brother or sister to share her loneliness with. She says that she wants to have a child out of wedlock from a man who she did not love. The sex scene in the movie shocks the narrator, who has never had sex before. He says that his first experience with sex was terror and pain, but that since he fell in love with her, he has been completely away from sex. He hates sex, he says, and he despises her.