It's been a while since we've heard from the narrator, but he's still moping about the fact that he can't find love. He's worried about how he'll look in the mirror, and he worries about how his parents will react to his lack of love. The narrator tells us that he feels like a "squishy squish" , and that his parents are like his "enemies" . He says that he wishes he could spend more time with his mom, but that he doesn't have the energy to do so. He feels lonely, and his mom tells him that she's proud of him, too, for winning an award for his work ethic. He tells her that his boyfriend is moving tokyoto and that he wants her to go with him to work. He adds that he used to be an affair, but now that he knows that he has a wife, he feels frustrated. He wants to get a job from someone who has a stable partner. He asks the narrator why she would side with her boyfriend or with a married man, and the narrator answers that she can cheat or not, but she can have fun as long as she is happy.