The narrator tells us that he's already tried to stop the whole thing, but he can't. He's worried about what his dad will think of him, and he wants to know why he doesn't worry so much about what's going on with his girlfriend. He wants to understand what it's like to be in love with someone, and if he'd ever thought of becoming an actor, why not? Well, the narrator says, maybe he can find out if love is real, and then he can interpret it in his own life. He tells us, "I'm not falling down damn" , and that he advised his boyfriend to do the right thing. But now, he thinks, someone has asked him to find someone else to talk to. He says, "let's ask Heijin first" . Okay, this is a little weird, but we're going to assume that this is the guy who's been hanging out with the two boys. The narrator says he'll try his best to help the guy, but is not sure how the outcome will turn out. He also tells the narrator that he knows this is going to happen, but that he has always warned the guy to be careful. The