The narrator tells us that his little brother works in Ellysar, and he has someone he needs to meet. There's a place where people can just go and there's only one portal to get there. The only thing that's known about what happens after you get there is that you're given 100 days to avoid meeting the person. If it's been 100 days, it means that Leah Blesha is still alive. The narrator feels guilty about taking over Leah's body, so he wants to meet her. He wants to know if she's still alive, and if she died when he took over her. If she is, the narrator wants to be able to say goodbye to her. It's not forbidden to go to the portal, but it is not allowed to do so for a long time. He asks if he's really the only one who's looking for Leah, and the narrator tells him that he'll be disappointed if he doesn't find her.