The narrator complains that his younger colleague is too unfriendly. He says that if pushing does not work, he will put it on the younger colleague. He feels that she is too soft and slippery, and that he is washing her body. He wonders if he can keep his reason, and wonders where he should look. He tries to rub his hands together, but they are too big. He is worried that she will say that there is no way he can hold back, and so he says that he will not do anything that bothers her. He promises to wash her body, but he is unable to do so because of his big hand. He asks if she can touch him, and she says that her hand is so large that it feels good. He tells her that he cannot do that, because he has promised to not do such things, and he is afraid that if she says he can touch her, she will not be able to keep her promise. She says that she cannot touch him because his hand is too big, and as a result, he cannot hold back. She tells him that if he does not wash his hands off, then she will get sick