It's hard to forgive, but it's also hard to be kind to her. She tells her mom to wake up and get out of the house so that she can get away from her dad. She says she'd rather die than be beaten by her dad, just like "tinging" . She also says she hates her dad because he's a violent man who loves drinking and gambling and who doesn't listen to his kids when they're crying. She reminds her mom that there were days when everything was perfectly normal, like when her dad would smile and bring her snacks. That's probably why she never left the house, she says. She adds that she once had a puppy named "little sunshine" who was her "little hero" because he saved her from drowning. He's the only friend she has now, and she promises to bring him food the next day.