It's been a while since we've heard from the narrator, but he's finally ready to give in to the director's advances. He's so excited that he wants to "hug" all of the men in the room, even though he doesn't know how to do it. He wants to kiss them all, but the director won't let him kiss him. Instead, he squeezes the pant of the man who's about to give him a "prick" . The narrator is all, "I know that sex feels good" , and he can't believe that this is actually happening to him. The director, he says, is driving him crazy, but it's all his fault, because he didn't have sex with him the last time he saw him.