This is a locked chapterChapter 30: The Meaning of First Love
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The narrator is sitting in the music room listening to the lyrics of a song when he hears tuoyi's left hand resting on his warm left hand. The narrator quickly memorizes the lines. He asks if Aunty-wang is baking something, and when she says yes, he asks why she suddenly bakes biscuits. He then asks why her hair is wet, and she says it's because she's worried about her aunt, but she doesn't want to be too intimate with him. The boundary between genders has been blurred since they were children, the narrator says, but it looks like "hey, be gentle" . They talk about how they used to help each other when they were younger, and how they've always been gentle with each other since then. When the narrator asks how he reads the kanji, he says he's just taken a shower, smells good, and remembers the name of the song that he used to learn. He also says that he remembers the nick name "gou zi," which means dog, because no one has called him that for so long, but when he thinks of his aunt waiting for him when he goes home, it feels like a blessing. He goes on to say that he and Mingyuan-Gao are preparing for further study, and that he still hasn't found any activities that will add points. If he and xi-lin become the lead singer for the band, will he be unhappy? The narrator says that the gentleness of Tuoyi is always tolerant of anything, but he seems not to really care
This is a locked chapterChapter 30: The Meaning of First Love
About This Chapter
The narrator is sitting in the music room listening to the lyrics of a song when he hears tuoyi's left hand resting on his warm left hand. The narrator quickly memorizes the lines. He asks if Aunty-wang is baking something, and when she says yes, he asks why she suddenly bakes biscuits. He then asks why her hair is wet, and she says it's because she's worried about her aunt, but she doesn't want to be too intimate with him. The boundary between genders has been blurred since they were children, the narrator says, but it looks like "hey, be gentle" . They talk about how they used to help each other when they were younger, and how they've always been gentle with each other since then. When the narrator asks how he reads the kanji, he says he's just taken a shower, smells good, and remembers the name of the song that he used to learn. He also says that he remembers the nick name "gou zi," which means dog, because no one has called him that for so long, but when he thinks of his aunt waiting for him when he goes home, it feels like a blessing. He goes on to say that he and Mingyuan-Gao are preparing for further study, and that he still hasn't found any activities that will add points. If he and xi-lin become the lead singer for the band, will he be unhappy? The narrator says that the gentleness of Tuoyi is always tolerant of anything, but he seems not to really care