The narrator is a little bird who wants to fly, but can't because he's afraid of the wind and the rain. He wants to know what's going on. He's also afraid of bai mu, because he doesn't think he'll be able to get rid of him. He also wants to be his disciple, since he'd like to be a disciple of hua hua. Aww, that's kind of a mouthful, but it's pretty clear that the narrator is trying to figure out a way to get out of this mess. He decides to stay with hua because he has a good personality, but he also has a problem: he wants to avoid hua's drinking, but at the same time, hua has a habit of getting drunk. The narrator wants to help hua, but hua is too drunk to help him, so he asks hua to wake him up. .