LDK 1-18

"True feelings" is the title of this chapter's soliloquy, and it begins with the narrator's declaration that she still has feelings for Mr. Lorry. She tells the audience that she is not avoiding in her chest "swishing when a divider" , and that she does not want to live with him anymore. She says that she will not be making lunch for her anymore, and she is afraid that he will find out about her and her feelings for him. The narrator says that he is not interested in her, and he is acting like he does not care about girls. He is acting as if he is uninterested in her. He tells her that the other day, he saw her shoe at the door. He told her the whole story, and the narrator was surprised by how he got it all for it. He says he is sorry for lying to her when she already told him that she was over Mr. Jarry. He also says that his friend is a good girl and that he doesn't dislike her.