The next morning, the kingdom royal place and little jade pavilion. Back and forth panic strikes ne youve finally come home ! tears up sob, sob. pah. It all fell apart ! many dragons killed themselves ! there are only 7 pairs left ! those were all dearest friends of big sis yao and ping ji if only ! if only I hadnt helped out w/big sister yao . and got to see them. big sis yose an and piku jis wedding ! or even if i hadnt come to the kingdom and gotten to meet them . or even ! i had never be born into the world . maybe none of this terrible things would've happened ! This is all mine fault ! I used to think this way ! fortune is gifted to us by the gods, but fortune doesnt determine who i am and who i will be. fortune doesnt decide who we are and who we choose to be ! so this is not your fault. piku is also injured and wants to die. to think they are just ones life can mean nothing without lasting love. i just wish it was ! love is what it is! i just want it to be lasting. i cant disappoint her. she made a promise that you would end maos right. but still we failed miserably despite tried everything we could. maybe this isnt the right path after all ! no . there still something we have not tried ! we might have some chance ! change from top to bottom. if the king could see how cruel gui is, maybe it could change !