The narrator tells us that he has always been lonely because he fell in love with the girl. When he heard about her and ichinose, he "panicked and tried to do some thing horrible" . He wonders if he would be gay if he stopped hanging out with the man. The narrator says that he thinks of the girl as a friend, so he cannot return her feelings, but he does not want to lose her if he can avoid it. He groans because he introduced the girl to the man, and it is like he is some kind of "cupid" because they are not in love, but only in friendship. He says that the girl is always helping him, and that she has never once thought of anyone else while they were having sex. She says that she feels sad when she is not with him, because he is jealous of her. She asks him why he asked her to meet him on a date, and he says that it is not a joke