The narrator tells us that he's been thinking a lot lately about what it would be like if he had a normal family and a normal life. He's not sure if he would have been able to do what he did, but he knows that he would be punished for it.
The narrator tells us that he's been thinking a lot lately about what it would be like if he had a normal family and a normal life. He's not sure if he would have been able to do what he did, but he knows that he would be punished for it.