The narrator tells us that he's going to tell everyone that he and his friend are having sex under the table. He's so excited that he can't stop talking about how awesome it is that they're having sex, even though he knows they'll all be able to find out about it. The narrator is so happy that he doesn't even notice that his friend is having sex with someone else. He just wants to know why his friend didn't resist him when he tried to tell him that he was crazy. He asks why he wasn't "resisted" at all, and the narrator says that he messed him up "like crazy" . But the narrator is still so excited about sex that he wants to ask his friend if he'll tell him the truth about his confession. He says that if he can, he'd like to know the answer to his question today. He knows that the first time