"I'm selfish, but I'm also the sex with the worst" , the narrator tells us. He's referring to the fact that he's a bit of a jerk for hooking up with a woman who doesn't deserve his attention. He also says that he has to slap slap slap her if she sees him having sex with another woman. The narrator then tells us that she was jealous of the way he was acting with the other woman, and that she's jealous of him too. She's also jealous that he gave her a massage, which made her feel better. She says that she needs to talk to her friend, elmia, too, because she feels lonely.