"Can't my whole self be with him" , the narrator says. He's so happy that he almost squeezes his way into his lover's arms, but he's not sure he can pull it off. He tells his lover that he'll never be the same as him, and that he wants to be by his side, even if he has to "slam ! . . boob saw... bam, slam ! tamaki saw... . sudden doso rough" . The narrator says that he won't tell his lover to "follow after me" because he loves him so much, and he doesn't want to be a burden to his lover. He says that they should just stand by each other and be happy.