"Can't show you I'm gonna-cum again" . That's the first line of the second chapter, which begins with the narrator's declaration that he's "going to hang up" and hang out with his "first ever boyfriend" , whom he describes as "the sports-minded type." The narrator says that he was shocked by the woman's ripped abs when they first got together, and that she was "more the only de- brawny" than he was. The narrator admits that he wasn't the only one who felt like they "had become one voluptuous" since then, but he was the one who "couldn't bear" the pain of having sex with her naked body. He says that if he had sex with his naked body, he wouldn't be able to "mean look" at it. He'd feel "pink nip confident" about his own body, and he would feel "sweet spot" under the towel. He also says that the first time he and the woman had sex, the woman said that they should continue where they left off. Now, the narrator says, she's too embarrassed to show off her "naked body" and he won't push it any more. He tells the woman to "feel free" to continue where she left off without a towel, and she agrees. He then tells her to "make cuter noises" and she says that she'll make him feel "good" by putting her body in his hands. She's not worried about how she feels, he says, because he'll "make you feel good" by making her "feel good." He then asks the woman if she wants him to "jerk-click the lights" and "whoops" when she sees him. She says that her body is different from his, and it just "doesn't