"Can't show you my entire self" is the title of this chapter's soliloquy. It's the first time we're introduced to the narrator's "self" , and it's clear that he's in love with Mishima. Mishima is in the driver's seat of the car with the narrator, and Mishima tells the narrator that he doesn't like the idea of having sex in the back of a car. He's afraid that Mishima's students will think Mishima isn't a good teacher because she's so close to Mishima, and they'll think that she has a crush on them. The narrator, however, thinks Mishima should be able to do whatever she wants with her students, even if it means that they have to confirm that they're in love by kissing in the car seat. He also thinks that if Mishima were a teacher, she'd have no problem convincing her students that they are in love, and that they should set an example for them by kissing inside the back seat of their car. The teacher replies that he can't think of a better way to express his love for Mishima than by kissing her in a car seat, and he admits that he loves Mishima so much that he wants to kiss her in his arms. He wants Mishima to take him on a date, but Mishima says he'll have to go on the date alone.
"Can't show you my entire self" is the title of this chapter's soliloquy. It's the first time we're introduced to the narrator's "self" , and it's clear that he's in love with Mishima. Mishima is in the driver's seat of the car with the narrator, and Mishima tells the narrator that he doesn't like the idea of having sex in the back of a car. He's afraid that Mishima's students will think Mishima isn't a good teacher because she's so close to Mishima, and they'll think that she has a crush on them. The narrator, however, thinks Mishima should be able to do whatever she wants with her students, even if it means that they have to confirm that they're in love by kissing in the car seat. He also thinks that if Mishima were a teacher, she'd have no problem convincing her students that they are in love, and that they should set an example for them by kissing inside the back seat of their car. The teacher replies that he can't think of a better way to express his love for Mishima than by kissing her in a car seat, and he admits that he loves Mishima so much that he wants to kiss her in his arms. He wants Mishima to take him on a date, but Mishima says he'll have to go on the date alone.