Unable To Confess To Chang Le

The narrator is pleased to see how timid and absent-minded chang le is today. He thinks that it is a "public display of affection" and that xiangsheng "is a wedding" . The narrator says that he is uncertain about his feelings for man qian since he was asked if he liked him. He says that whenever he interacts with others, he makes them mad. The moment he thinks about how to approach woman, he thinks of her being mad at him and that she wants to get rid of him. If he is so worried, he can approach her and she will at least have courage to approach him. She can think of him as a senior man and try approaching her. She says that this hairstyle is actually about "boyfriend power" , which is the ability of a man to attract a woman's attention. He tells her that although he is ordinary, he is better than others when he is before her. When he is in front of her, he beats his heart faster than any other man. He also says that if he holds her hand, he will be able to get close to her very quickly. He then says that the urgency of the situation led to a "natural physical contact" and he says that she would die if she knew what he was referring to.