The narrator tells us that he's been waiting for Akiyoshi to show up, but he hasn't. He's worried that something's wrong with him, and he wants to know what's going on. He tries to get him to tell him why, but the narrator doesn't want to hear it, so he just tells him to stop staring at him like that. He tells him that he can't have sex with him because it's his fault, and that's why he'll have to take care of himself first. The narrator then tells us what he thinks of the guy's pose, and how dirty it looks. He says that he doesn''t know if he can have sex on his own anymore, and so he decides to take the guy on.