The narrator tells us that today is "a special day" for him. First, the gossip club starts talking about senior. Then they ask him to go talk to senior. The narrator thinks back to his senior days in high school, when he was always kind and gentle. He remembers that he seemed to have "no emotional ups or downs" . Now that he thinks about it, he doesn't take the bus as often as he used to. The gossip club asks why he ran into the bus with Chen nanxin, and the narrator explains that he didn't run into senior because he just wanted to avoid embarrassment. He also explains that the name of the city he's in is "shengshi shi tiancheng" , which means "prosperity heaven city." The narrator wonders if it's possible for someone to be shy if they accidentally bump into a girl. He says that if someone is shy, it must be the girl. If the girl is flirting with him, he says, she's going to hurt him. He wonders if the girl has a deeper meaning, and he wonders if she is being "narcissistic." He wonders how ordinary people can be so shy when they're approached like this, and wonders if senior is bad at communication with others.
The narrator tells us that today is "a special day" for him. First, the gossip club starts talking about senior. Then they ask him to go talk to senior. The narrator thinks back to his senior days in high school, when he was always kind and gentle. He remembers that he seemed to have "no emotional ups or downs" . Now that he thinks about it, he doesn't take the bus as often as he used to. The gossip club asks why he ran into the bus with Chen nanxin, and the narrator explains that he didn't run into senior because he just wanted to avoid embarrassment. He also explains that the name of the city he's in is "shengshi shi tiancheng" , which means "prosperity heaven city." The narrator wonders if it's possible for someone to be shy if they accidentally bump into a girl. He says that if someone is shy, it must be the girl. If the girl is flirting with him, he says, she's going to hurt him. He wonders if the girl has a deeper meaning, and he wonders if she is being "narcissistic." He wonders how ordinary people can be so shy when they're approached like this, and wonders if senior is bad at communication with others.