The narrator tells us that he's going to become the captain of a grocery store detective agency. He's got a crush on a guy named shiye, who's 27 years old and hasn't found a girlfriend yet. He wants to beat him up for being so annoying. He also wants to find out what happened to his father, who was killed in a car accident. The narrator says that if he becomes a cop, he won't be able to "atone for his sins" .