The Governess wakes up in the middle of the night and wonders why the Governess doesn't seem to like her. She's not the only one who thinks this way. She also realizes that she's been drinking too much, and she wonders why she hasn't been able to stop herself from doing so. She realizes that if she hadn't gotten drunk, she wouldn't have had the courage to do what she did. She decides to take a cold bath instead of a hot one.